Oh hai there!

I havent been updating too often.

I've been a little busy, because I'm moving. (going to have my own room woot! :D)

So!

Today I'm starting the 30 day shred workout videos

from Jillian Michaels. It's a 25 minute workout you have to do everyday

it's very intense, and there's 3 levels. you're supposed to do each

level for 10 days. I downloaded the DVD for free :P haha

and hopefully I'll be shreding some more pounds :D

I'll be happy with at least 7 more pounds [:

wish me luck!

Well Im still doing my 800 calorie diet :D

I dont want to weigh myself till next Wednesday 

yeah.. I've been cheating here and there but just a little >.> <.<

but for sure, I've had some mayor hunger pains

and you eat soo little. and

no in between snacks. thats a no-no on this diet

you only eat 3 times a day.

and and and i was going to go to the gym today. BUT

stupid bitch BONNIE (tropical storm) had to arrive to florida ): so i couldnt go and i was stuck here all day long watching anorexia movies. ( i love them ♥)

so today

for breakfast I was supposed to eat:

•  coffee and milk
• a piece of toast with jelly (low fat) [but instead i had promise butter since i didnt have low fat jelly] 

for lunch I was supposed to eat:

• fish steak with 2 potato slices and a slice of cantaloupe or watermelon [I hate fish the only thing i tolerate is tuna..so i had like 75% of a little tuna can with a tea spoon of mayo] 

Then I cheated and I ate like 4 crackers with cream cheese D: but but but it was because I was making cheese and guava empandas so I just had to eat a little cream cheese with crackers T_T soo good.

well and for the record I havent been doing any exercise other than walking around the house

and yesterday a 30-minute walk outside with my mom, because we had to go somewhere.

blah.

for dinner I'm supposed to have:

•  fruit salad (exclude: bananas,grapes and anything with high sugar percentage) 

and Well.. I'm going to have like half an empanada >.>  <.<

ah I can hear the comments from here -_-. I know I'm a fatass ): fat cow with no self control... 

♥ hope all of you had a great day

stay strong ♥

Let me start off by saying..

I GOT A JOB :D

yeeeeeeeeeee at publix :3

my aunt's friend got it for me ♥

Now I'm only waiting for the call

so I can go and they can give me my schedule :3

I'm stocked. its my first job! Man, I hope i don't screw up..

On the other hand..

Yesterday..yeah, I didnt do so well.

me and my bf went to a buffet..

and I ate alot ):

and at night my dad made pizza and

OBLIGATED ME to eat and i felt so bad

I probably had like 2000 calories yesterday :/

man do i feel like a pig...

I woke up soooo late today! D;<

i had put my alarm for 8:50 and, I ended up falling back asleep (what else is new?)

tomorrow I HAVE to go to the gym, I'll go to sleep at 10 pm today :3!

Ahh! on another note;

my parents bought me Yogurt ♥ FINALLY. delicious Yoplait <3

GAH! only a month and a few days till school starts!

I have to at least be at 125 pounds by then! 

the pressure is too much ):

I wanna be a size 3 in pants >_<. Jesus I've gotten so fat ):

ugh i hate myself.

(I always round my calories)

INTAKE:

Breakfast:

coffee and milk with sugar: 50 cals?

Snack:

a lollipop -.- :60 cals

Lunch:

rice with mashed potatoes and meat loaf

(mom made me eat >___________<): 450 calories? 

Dinner:

One yoplait yogurt ♥:110

and around 2 liters of water throughout the whole day ♥

670 cals consumed.

OUTTAKE

45 minutes of cardio work out

with youtube videos.

around 230 calories burned.

 It's never too late to be what you might have been 

NEVER GIVE UP ON A DREAM JUST CAUSE OF THE TIME IT WILL TAKE TO ACHIEVE IT. THE TIME WILL PASS ANYWAY, SO YOU MIGHT AS WELL ACHEIVE YOUR GOALS WITH IT  

  Every worthwhile accomplishment, big or small, has its states of drudgery and triumph; a beginning , a struggle and a victory. - Ghandi

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